Josh the Sane Guy told me some unusual news the other day, he says I'll have to deal with an assassination attempt at the end of July, he even said which day, which cleared up the date on my previous suspicions, though I wonder if it was only wise of him to give me the wrong date so I would be unprepared. I wondered if he was simply repeating back to me my own conjecture, which happens a lot, so that maybe his information was just parrot talk.

But hey! Maybe they'll kill me anyway, regardless of whatever estimations of my safety are involved. Today I watched more video made by a lady who knew she would be killed by a certain date. Should I be doing the same thing? Leaving behind clues? HELLO THE GOVERNMENT MIGHT SOON KILL ME BECAUSE I WAS SO UPSET ABOUT HOW THE GOVERNMENT WAS KILLING EVERYONE ELSE.

The NSA is apparently responding to the large public uproar about all their domestic spying. People like that always just say that they were acting "within the law", even when that is a lie, or even when the law is deeply flawed.

The point is this.

If they killed Tina because they think she ordered some kind of Fiery Bird Thing, and they believe she was the culprit, then they are admitting that they never needed to spy on the public, ever. Domestic wiretapping was never needed.

Just saying.

Genius

http://www.newyorker.com/online/blogs/backissues/2011/03/saturday-night-live.html

Sometimes creativity can be derailed by very real events. In her piece, Fey writes about an anthrax scare at 30 Rockefeller Plaza—where the “S.N.L.” offices are located—which occurred shortly after September 11th:

I was reading a thick packet of paper clippings, looking for something fun to say about Afghanistan, the Taliban, Saddam Hussein, the anthrax postal attacks: it was grim. Then Lester Holt came on MSNBC on the TV hanging in the corner and said, “Breaking news. Anthrax has been found at 30 Rockefeller Plaza. C.D.C. officials are investigating the potentially deadly substance, which was found in a suspicious package addressed to NBC Nightly News anchor Tom Brokaw.”… “Nope,” I thought. “I give up.” I put on my coat, walked downstairs past my friends and co-workers without saying anything. I walked right past the host for that week, sweet Drew Barrymore, without telling her what I had heard. I just went to the elevator and left. Then I walked home and waited to die. Several hours later, Lorne called and said gently, “We’re all here. You and Drew are the only ones who left. And Drew came back a few hours ago, so … we’re ordering dinner, if you want to come back in.” It was the kindest way of saying, “You’re embarrassing yourself.”

In her Profile, Heffernan explores how the “S.N.L.” staff reacted to Fey’s rare display of vulnerability, and how she was later able to turn this traumatic episode into comedy.

Others at “S.N.L.” didn’t know how to respond. “I do have to say that it changed the way we thought about her,” Shoemaker said. “That was the first sign of fragility.” Fey told me that she has been systematically imagining—and rehearsing—a knockdown fight with terrorists. She entered a course of psychodrama, a form of therapy that uses acting techniques to banish sadness, anger, and fear. In sessions, she said, she faces down imaginary terrorists, sometimes represented by chairs. She also punches a pillow that stands in for President Bush. Later, she surprised me again by mentioning that she had once been the victim of a violent street crime.

Her anxiety has shaped her work. On a show in 2001, Fey said, “On Monday, Attorney General John Ashcroft issued a terrorism warning, asking all Americans to be on high alert this week…. I think I speak for all Americans when I say, ‘Bitch, I can’t be any more alert than I already am. O.K.? I’m opening my mail with salad tongs. I take my passport in the shower with me. I am watching so much CNN I am having sex dreams about Wolf Blitzer.”

Happy Birthday sad man

Trying to piece together all these fragments.

Four sources now say a ship arrived a moment too late. Zappa, Colin Baker, Tina herself, and George Harrison.

Trying to figure out what Prince is thinking here:


I lack understanding of some of the science. I am imagining a craft arriving, seeing devastation, wreckage, dead bodies, and a pilot realizing that his appearance has sealed the event permanently into reality. The observer is sad beyond description.

She had said that the ship almost made it but just missed. She said it was because she liked cream doughnuts and I liked jelly doughnuts. This pointed to the Flaming Lips tune "She Don't Use Jelly", which pointed to the Zeppelin and Nirvana and others.

I was remembering Robert Plant in tears watching Heart perform his song at the Kennedy Center. I started to understand what he was crying about. I already had an idea the tears were about being stuck in the same building as the big killer type, the person whose policies gave rise to so much of Zeppelin's catalog in opposition. If "The Song Remains the Same" film clip of the tune "Dazed and Confused" was about Obama lying at the UN, then the writers of "The Lemon Song" might have been somewhat upset about some things that night.

I'm unsure how many more graphic references to the rape and murder and infanticide I will be able to handle. There are so many. I guess maybe this just means there is enough material to respond to every single one of Barry's future statements with an accurate sexual assault reference. It seems like a lot of really ingenious people were eager to point out the facts. Someday John the Baptist might have competition for the good decapitation jokes.

And I used to like decapitation jokes. Someday we're going to have to play that soccer game.

We are modern Harry

Today I found the Flaming Lips, the Zeppelin, the Nirvana, and the Tom Petty, based on the clue in the jelly statement yesterday, and also one IRL after seeing so many references to Xena's final reddish optics. Just leaving a note to myself that I found these things. NSA asshole across from me tried to ruin the content but walked off just now having failed.

Mary Jane is alive?

It is a while later now, am adding things, reading about another shooting.

Sheryl Crow, All I Wanna Do http://youtu.be/yAEpLMTjCC8

Everclear, Santa Monica http://youtu.be/MW6E_TNgCsY

Zappa, Blue Light http://youtu.be/Ik2L2OAqKR8




"The puddle is rising, it smells like the ocean, a body of water, to isolate England, and also Reseda"



If the red light is what the amazing woman saw while dying, the blue light involves the death of what exactly? Blue light like in the Abyss death scene? Elsewhere, I have noticed the zillion references to the north pole melting, and the water level rising. And I have seen the blue light of the Cherenkov radiation made by various types of nuclear reactor. The color of radiation and the color of the rising sea both have relevance here. Is all this to match something blue in my photo album? Something borrowed, something blue?
Also am wondering about Tiny Sick Tears. Open the box of milk eh?